Sunday, February 27, 2011

A retrospect

Lolloping around with friends, cousins and sometimes strangers of same age as mine, childhood was bliss. I dearly miss those fun filled light days when there were only 3 activities – eating, sleeping and playing, only 2 known essentials - masti and dosti and only 1 intense interest – cartoons!


 For hours together, I played with other jumping jacks at our second only home – the play ground. Soil was an open board on which we would write each other’s name, monochrome clay with which we built the castles, a scented element during the first rain and (at times) a delicious tidbit too, while the grass was a cushion, a bed to roll over, a racing track to run wildly on and a place loved by all. Hours we spent shouting and screaming, singing and dancing, chasing and running and pausing at intervals, gasping and declaring the chosen word – ‘tamplese’!



 Days were simply days, there were no weekdays or any weekends. Time was one continuous stretch, a changing yet constant entity. The sunlight was never scorching nor was the night too dark for a game with group of friends. The call for the day was the call of my mother asking me to return home for a lovely hot supper. Till that time we know nothing of the world as we are too engrossed in our little world of lappa-chupi, pakda-pakdi and jhula.



 Some evenings were spent cycling around the trees while others were spent chasing the colourful butterflies, catching the delicate helicopters and annoying the serene grasshoppers. There was not a single concern to disturb our play time. Although there was one big intermission (of about 5 mins) where we all stood randomly with a glass in hand waiting impatiently to drink water. Ahh! What a long relief from intense activity!!


 Songs we sang were those of the ‘fire in the mountains....’ and ‘who stole the cookies...’. There was still longer list of others including ‘captain planet……he’s the hero’, ‘flint stones….the modern Stone Age family…’, ‘jungle jungle baat chali…’, ‘sabse nirala sabse anokha mera Disney hour….’. If you say – playing is the first life of a child, then you will unanimously agree to the fact that – cartoons is the second. It was as if there was only one channel on the television and our eyes and ears, intently watching and listening, would be shut to the rest of the world.

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School was a routine where we were forgetful, reluctant, naughty and cranky. While teachers were respected and also feared when the homework was not done, the Principal was a person holding the highest position ever know to us.

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We were aware of only our little world and hence everything around was our possession! And how proudly we declared them – my pencil, my water-bottle, my school, my house, my mom, my dad! It was towards mom that we ran for every little and silly thing. It was her lap which was the most comfortable couch and kiss on our cheeks which we well deserved. While mom was the most beautiful woman, dad was the most strongest. His arms and shoulders were of steel as we would witness him easily break open the lids of the tins and jars. All we expected from him was a pat on our back exclaiming good girl/boy.

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We were so full of life yet unaware about the treasure of joy that we had. It was the ignorance of our ignorance. And that was the sole reason for our happiness as some one has rightly said – IGNORANCE IS BLISS. Indeed blissful we were in the days of our childhood. If only we could rewind the time and breathe life into the child in us….

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(I want every child to enjoy his/her childhood the way I did, but unfortunately.....) 

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Interior wings


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A voice I hear
Comes into being
A voice without a form
Calls from deep within

A call I hear
When I drench in the rain
When I flow with wind
When I laugh in pain

 A dream I dream
In core silent night
Day, I see omens
Truth fills the light

Subtle nuance I feel
Dwells in my smile
A shade of beauty
Infantile, puerile, juvenile

A fire in me
Ignites my soul
Cites my wishes
Reigns new role

A voice, a call
A nuance, a fire
Elements all are
Of my wish my desire

Nor in my heart
Neither in mind it hides
But in my every biomolecule
It resides.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Turn right Turn strong



























When much needed, the words don’t reach,
When time runs out, thoughts disband,
Decisions shilly-shally on their own,
Leaving in clutter warm mind’s home.
Do you realize you are in a trap?
Illusion grips your distressed soul,
What you wanted is now your enemy,
Deriding your unfounded feelings of envy.
Gushes through your throat, rough anger,
Strangely silencing your outcry,
Unaided you stand repenting the waste,
Powerless, feeble, vulnerable, helpless.
You are sans speech,
You are sans peace,
You are sans love,
You are sans yourself.
It is now when you need someone,
Strongest and most Stable,
To cordon your distortions,
To tame the evil foundations.
When I face such situation,
To that Strongest and most Stable I turn,
A few basic questions I ask,
And brace myself for a new task.
Task is to brave the odds on way,
With only weapons in my hands,
Patience and perseverance they identify,
As my determination touch the sky.
Of the result, then I am not worried,
In serene ambience resides my heart,
Solutions are tossed upon the test,
Since You made me stronger, O Strongest!